This year has been the worst year in my life. For real. And it sucks. I am a positive person but that positive side of me is buried. I am not positie right now. My grandpa died last week. God, it hurts so much! I miss him so much. He was the perfect grandpa.

 

Loving, kind, a warm heart, funny and wonderful is just a few words to describe him. 

 

On friday it's funeral. I am scared. I am not ready to say goodbye to him. The best person in the whole world. 

I miss him.